Whatever!

2010-06-05T10:55:00.000-07:00

I have been dead for like 5 months?? Lots has happened during these 5 months. Common test, Mid year examination, really stresses me out. What i expect to be done well did not turn out as expected, What I did not expect to be done well turned out as not expected too. What I really expect did not turn out expectedly well. I don't really wish to address things here.

I miss band is the only three words I have to describe my feelings for Band and BORING!! is only word I have for this entire holiday, can't find job, nothing to do at home besides doing my homework.

Super looking forward to the trip to Phang, Malaysia. Going to take lots of picture and upload it into our class blog yea??

Can't blog long Bye=D

2010-01-23T09:26:00.000-08:00

Yes...slept in Chemistry class for 45 mins!!!
Broken my record this 3 years in Springfield..
Been asking myself is that so boringthat i have to fall asleep??
It's only coving the first few topics that i have covered the pass 2 years...
Really wanted tho give up...
Band on that day...resulted me having the feeling to give up more for myself...
Accepted Completely rebellious from my section...
Don't wish to scold but somehow i did...with no controling of myself...
Went home and went straight to my room and started crying...
Wondering why is this like this...
I think i have too high of the expectations for them...and myself...
Should i just give up completely,just sleep in classes that i find that is boring...
Skipping band practices...leaving my section alone to fend for themselve??
Or just buck up...concentrate fully in classes even though it is boring...
Continute to attend band and give my fullest and support my them and guide them through??

All this thoughts have been going through my head day after day...
Really think that i needed your support through all this and go through all this barriers together hand in hand...

But i think that is not possible at all...you might have someone you might worry for instead of...me...

2010-01-15T08:51:00.000-08:00

Before the school starts, got my edu save award!!!

Yes,the first week of school has passed!!

Today,had FnN class first thing in the morning. Did the Investigation on Different types of flours.

Lukas and mine was investigating of the Sago flour.

You guys could try this at home too!
I put 10g of the sago flour and a bit of water.

Than put the rest of the water and mix it well. Heat it up and let it boil. Keep stiring.

The sago flour will then turn into the picture above=D

2010-01-09T07:31:00.000-08:00

Welcome to the new year of 2010!!!!!!!

The blue sky tells you about my feelings....Cheerful...

Yes, decided to face it with cheerfulness...

Not thinking on the negative side but, the positive side...

When into class...

Mdm Zaleela, form teacher,

Miss Liu, Co-form teacher...

All different teachers,expect Mother tounge,different class-room enviroment, different people and friends...

Yes, the unbeliveable, Joyner, is the CLASS CHAIRMAN!!!!

But, TEMPORARY...next week than choose the real Chairman....

Not confident it is me again...because teacher don't really know me,so not sure about my past expreiences with handling classes..so ya...extra 3 more subject..which is Chemistry, Physics and Soical Studies...but 2 subjects lesser which is DnT and Geography...

So is like the same...just going rounds and rounds around...

So looking forward to the Year 2010!

Mutants Mutants....

2009-12-28T06:00:00.000-08:00

Okay...
Thinking lately all about mutants all day long...
Thinking that What powers do i want if i have a choice of choosing a power??
I thought of having Mind power...
Just like Jean Grey...
Could control things around...reading people's mind...what are they thinking about...
Maybe that could help save friendships from breaking and could even save lifes..
So useful...
But there are some disadvantages...
Like people who don't really understand mutants and if i am a mutant,
They Will dislike you and despise you like some kind of FREAK.
And it resulted to rejectioons and unaccpectance...

But let me ask you guys...Would you want to be a mutant?

If yes, What kind of powers would you prefer?

Who would you protect?

And if you really have that kind of power you want..

What would you use it for??

Would you abuse your power for evil?

Or would you use your power for good?

There are millions and billions of question for a particular subject such as Being a Mutant....

So, i think that all of us should like take 5 to 10 mins to just think over this questions.

Okay...
Today somebody at my block feed the black crows somthing to eat...
And they fell down one by one...
All drop dead!!!
There were about 20 birds dead i think...
I went out with my mother and while we were walking...
One of the bird from behind drop down from the tree...
Just 1 inch the bird touch me... pheeeww so close...

Very fustrated that my homework is so diffcult...don't know how to do..

Went to Ochard Road with My God Dad and my future God sister, Jia Ying
Went to the Kinokuniya Book store to get books and there is a 20% discount and God Dad wanted to but us a book...I choose "Happiness in Hard Times"
I felt that it is a good book...
Looking forward to reading it [Haven't read yet]

Followed by eating at Yoshinoya...
After that go home...

Thank you God Dad!!

2009-12-12T07:13:00.000-08:00

Haiz....
Just glance through the pictures of 2C on facebook..
Suddenly missed the times where we had together...
Went through thick and thin together as one united F.A.M.I.L.Y...
Never mind...stil have to pass on with life ba i guess...
But i am sure that we will meet again My friends!!

Okay as for Band,
Two weeks of like Everyday practice...
Tanned like siao...
Sectional Leader liao...Must be like a role model to my scetion...
Make sure I know what am i doing and I must know what's my section doing...
I must treat them as my closest family members and love them...
Yes, the training was tedious, and tiring, but i felt that this is the moment that i feel closest to the band and most importantly, my section...
We went through the like the most toughest training we ever had...i guess....
But i feel that we have beaten the odds and finished the formation...plus songs...
Just needed alot of polishing up....
We must go through all diffculties and overcoming all barriers that we are facing now...and for sure...the future....
To the saxophone Section: [If you can see this]
Really Really...The Juniors...
After the 2010's SYF...some of your seniors will not be with you already...
As they are in the express and leaving you guys...
So this time is your seniors who are encouraging you guys,,,but when new Band members come and join the band...Its time for you guys to encourage them...
So let's Take this time to really work hard with the people we have now and treasure every moment we have together and sweat together...
That's all!!! Bye Bye!!!!

2009-11-28T14:08:00.000-08:00

Yea....
Went to my God Dad's house for my birthday celebration
Together with cally and Fabian.
Met up with Cally at our nearby bus stop...
Fetch up Fabian at the Bedok Bus Interchange.
Went up to God Dad's House..
Was very eager to see once again, En Hee and En Kang...
So adorable...makes people love them even more...like me!!
Ate wonderful dinner that God mom cooks...and it was superb!!
Especially the Wrapped Cabbage with chicken and garlic!!
After dinner, God Dad and family and friends sang me the lovely birthday song!!!
Felt the warmth there....
Ate the strawberry cake...was delicious!!
The guys[Cally and Fabian] played with the WII while i played with En Hee and En Kang...
Soon time flies...it was like 10.14 in the night...
Time to head home...
Bid my God Dad and family goodbye
Went home with Cally and Fabian...
Got off earlier and packet macdonals home...
Soon it was 11.15 in the close-to midnight...
Yes...45 minutes to go...started counting down...
Last 30 minutes..15 mintues..and the last 5 minutes
5..4..3..2..1..
I'm fully 14!!
Year 15th birthday...HERE I COME!!
And one more thing...Thanks lots lots to God Dad and mom for the Red packet!!
Thanks alot!

2009-11-26T12:10:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to Marcus
Happy birthday to ME!!

Time really files...
Yesterday felt like a 4 year old baby...
Now i am a fulfilled 14 year old teenager!!
Cool....
Really wish that everything goes according to plan....
But nothing is prefect....so we sometimes have to make scacifices.....
My wish this year....Hmmmm....
Is to study harderand give my best whether in studies, band practice, Personal character and everything...
HAVE TO GIVE IN MY 100% BEST!!!!

Wish me a very Happy and fruitful birthday!!

2009-11-13T04:34:00.000-08:00

Hi...going to 3C next year...
Taking Engilsh, N Maths, Combined Science, History and FnN
The class suppose to have History is 3B..
Now the Whole class takes Geography..
Yes, seperated with our 2C friends and Teachers..
Sure made me feel that i want to stay with them forever...
But life has to move on...
Tomorrow would be better...
But we will still get in touch with them...right??
But everyone would get carried away with their own class and classmates...
Leaving us behind and who knows that even i would be one of them ...
I think that eveyone would try their best!!
Yes, same old feeling that we would have chalet next year!!
The following year..3 years later..
we still be having chalet!! I'm sure of that!!

2009-10-24T06:39:00.000-07:00

Hi friends!!!
How are you??
Wish you have good exams results!!
Mine was okay...
English: 54/80
Maths 1 :33/60
Maths2 :26/50
Science:53.5/100
History:54/80
Chinese 1 :32/70
Chinese 2 :44/60
Art:50/100
OOOOO...
Looking VERY forward to the class chalet...
It will be FUN!!
Enjoy your HOLIDAYS!!

2009-10-19T02:50:00.000-07:00

Oh hi again!!
Super long never post le!!
haha!!
The previous post was at the singapore idols
Very funny WATCH IT!!

2009-10-19T02:45:00.000-07:00

2009-09-16T01:57:00.000-07:00

2009-07-27T02:23:00.000-07:00

Rey Mysterio still Intercontiental Champion

Mickey New Divas Champion

Kofi Kingston Still United State Champion

Here are the results of WWE Nights of Champions!

2009-07-16T00:03:00.000-07:00

okay I was choosen to be in the advertisment making competition
than we went to singapore polytechnic
so set off at 1.30 than go
went out of class early than took MRT to DOVER
and than walk quite a distance so we were quite lost than walk and walk...
REACHED!!!
the signboard that we are finding
Than walk in and take a seat
afterthat the theory lesson start
quite boring almost fell asleep...zzzz
i think cause i did not take lunch ba
than in a swift.....TEA BREAK TIME!!
The food was delicious!!
than also in a swift the tea break was over
back in there.....
nvm no time librarian ask to go bye!~

2009-07-04T09:29:00.000-07:00

Yes
Yet another day has past
And i am still working towards changing myself!!
Haiz i think theres another problem....
Yes came back from FnN project in school and everyone has left the school
left the 3 groups in the school
and of course ms liao
than we done the final touch-up on our power point slides and our groups finish first!
so happy, can so fast finish
than stayed back and helped the rest of the group
and went home alone
i think that i reached home is almost 7 in the evening
than i thought that i should tell my mum that i stayed backed in school for fnn
but i don trust her
if i tell her
she will say this say that de so whatever happened in school,
i will not tell her de
so she from i think pri5 onwards than i start not telling her
what happen school
because if i tell she will always give suggestions and objection and say bad things about me
so i never tell her from then....
felt that everything that happened in school has always bottled in my heart
and i have no one to talk to about my unhappiness
But i felt that i have let everyone down
Kai jun,Cally,Sabrina,Tianning,Jiaying,Michelle,2c and my Band
haiz dun want talk about it anymore...

2009-06-20T13:45:00.000-07:00

Hi again
How do you like my new blog skin??
I hope you do=)
So...everything for my blog is beginning to have a turnover
so thats a step ahead
And i now only can take a step slowly ahead life
Okay i know that is.....nvm
But i can only take a step higher
If i take a big risk....i may even fall even lower than i stop
So please understand....
Okay so 1 more week to school reopen
I dun feel like going back
I have the feeling that i need more time
just to reflect on myself on what i have done to myself that bring me down
I am facing this alone and i really need time
I have cause this by myself and it is my responsible to pull myself back up the hill...
I really need the moral support that i can get and believing in everyone and myself that i can do it....
I felt that i am getting more and more dedicated towards band
maybe the drum major needs our help and even though the drum major did not voice out
we would help the drum major willingly....
so yah i also need help haha can't talk much now
BYE BYE=)

sorry guys!!

2009-06-19T01:32:00.000-07:00

Hi
I am back again..
Sorry for not posting ANY thing in my blog and i made a thrash out of my blog...
dunno why loh i made the correct step and than like that...
never mind...
I think that i have been VERY lazy and i mean VERY lazy
IN what way??
Hmm... My result drop from 2nd to 8th...
My chinese result drop due to talking in the class
I felt lazy in every way....dunno why
I like dun want to do things my friends or parents tell me to do...
I dun feel my usual self
My usual self is never giving up
and i will always work towards it
i dunno why i become like that...
dunno las...
than i feel that i REALLY buck up on everything
and i am doing it alone okay
i am fighting this battle alone...
and i have to guggle my school work and band together
but i feel that i dun have the support in me
haiz...never mind...

Hi

2009-05-30T08:42:00.002-07:00

Hi...
been busying with band
I MEAN VERY BUSY!!!
I also have problems with my BLOG
Same problem again.....
haiz...
But gotten my Mid-Year Examination result
Not quite HAPPY
Got 8th in the class
Last year got 2nd
DROP ALOT!!
Than before that was the METT THE PARENT SESSION
tHAN my MUM
waited about like 40 mins than can meet
than suppose to meet MR CHIA
than meet MS LIU lohs
Than MS LIU say that I LOVE SINGING!!!
I INDEED LOVE MUSIC!!
than she say i need to FOCUS on my CHINESE
ALL I NEED IS FOCUS!!
Than got my result than mum go home
i stay cause i dun want to go home so early
than everyone go home le
left me and Aqeelah
than MS GUOK suddenly come lohs
than we talk to ELFI's parents
than after than Mr chia say wanted to treat us eat anything we wanted
so we say go SWENSANS!!(dunno how to spell)
than we take a cab with MS LIU AND MS GUOK
reach le than MS LIU pay the money
than go swensans eat le
than MR CHIA pay money using VISA!!
than headed home
THANK YOU MR CHIA,MS LIU AND MS GUOK!!!

2009-05-25T01:27:00.000-07:00

Hi
Back to talk again...
on saturday...
we had a CLASS BBQ
So i head to SING SHONG
to buy chocolate and met up with FAZERA JESSILYN AISHAH AND HAZIRA
than hazira brought along Diny
and Fazera brought BRYAN
we head off to the bus interchange and took a bus 401....
we went down once we reached our destination
and we walked quite a distance to the pit and along the way.......
Fazera and Aishah saw "Handsome man"
and they say most of the man were HOT!!!
And they choose which guy they want...
sooooo like eeeeewwwww!!!!!
and we walk and reached the pit
so we put down our things and we sat around
and suddenly me and jessilyn got tummy pain due to the KFC SNACKER
so went to the toilet and do........
never mind you all should know.....
than we waited for like 30 mins...
and the rest slowly came to the pit
and MR CHIA brought along his wife and daughter
so waited for TECK KONG to start the BBQ
and he came and started the fire
so everyone was busy doing their stuff and than Mr chia "SUMMOND" everyone to gather and help out with the BBQ as only JON JON and TECK KONG are only there
and time files....
the sun sets...
and the chinese people wnated to rent bicycle
so let them be lohs
our games they also dun want to play de
only WATER BOMB
SO....
i stayed there like for hours just to eat...
and than in the night...
we played the water bomb....
everyone was like aiming me...
all throw at me...
and the thing is...
Jia ying got a body shot from SHAMEERUL
his eye shot was like WHOA
and Mr chia said that is enough and time to pack up
sooo after packing up ...
took pictures of the whole group...
and went home!!!!!
IT WAS A MEMORABLE DAY FOR US

Hmm...

2009-05-09T07:16:00.000-07:00

Dunno what to do with the art exams...
Very fustrated...
DAMN IT
tODAY we had extra recess time
dunno why lehs
hahs
Happy too...
But mother never give me money...
than i borrow money from HUI SI
SO HUI SI...THANK YOU YOUR THE BEST!=)
hahas...
My Maths paper
Quite okay
Some very diffcult
After the paper...
Go to the library with CALLY ,GERMAINE
They doing bible study
I at the computer there find pictures for my ART EXAMS
Than print the Pictures lohs...
We finish The paper at 11.50am
we leave the library at about 4.30...
SO LATE!!!
hahaz
than went to old chang kee with CALLY lohs...
AND WENT HOME!!!

2009-05-07T02:32:00.000-07:00

Hi again...
Today is the SCIENCE paper...
I see the paper..
Whoa Paper 1 is 13 pages
and Paper 2...
Is 12 pages like that
Total is 26 pages!!!
While i was doing...
I kinda felt that i have done too fast
I like 8.30 i go on to Paper 2 liaoz...
So slack a bit first...
who know that i FELL ASLEEP!!
Than i woke up and found out that i have slept for 20MINS!
I faster get on to with Paper 2!!
Found out that it was NOT SO DIFFCULT
So do and do...
Finish!!!
I started sleeping
Than Mr Chia Wrote something on the board...
I think is "ZAYNEPETRY"
Dunno lahs
Than carry on sleeping lohs
Until Finish
Than The rest went to SIHUI house and I follow JEM RASHIN AFANDI JOY AMIRA CARL AND AZIM...
We go to Mac there and eat breakfast...
I eat suggage muffin with egg meal
Than Jem treated Afandi one suggage muffin with egg!!
Than went off back to school with RASHIN...
We went to the library to play COMPUTER...
Than met a boy ...i know de but i dunno his name ...
i think is GABRIEL
Than I say that YESERDAY I at the Library saw a boy...
Is a school couciler
HE WAS WATCHING PORN ON YOUTUBE!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!
He dARE to watch PORN in the LIBRARY!!
I see what he was doing and the boy quickly minimize the THING!
I was like STUNNED...
I was about to tell the librarian...
I thought for a while...
If i tee the librarian ...
the boy MIGHT/WOULD/WILL BE CANNED by the school
and his reputation will be RUINED!!!!
I will feel bad...
So did not tell loh....
Give CHANCE!
End of story!!
Than went to find MS LIU and ask her about the Exams the words meaning than
MS LIU say that i was not paying attention in class last TERM...
than she explained the words....
THANKS MS LIU I L.O.V.E YOU....
AS A TEACHER!!....hahas
Than went to the BUS STOP
Sat on the CHAIR with RASHIN
Than Saw MS LIU going home
than we say BYE BYE!
AND WENT HOME!!!=)

No exams

2009-05-05T22:13:00.000-07:00

HiHi
Today is The Maths and Geography paper...
DAMN HARD LOH...
The maths paper i some know how to do but i think not confident enough..
Than i most scared is the Geograghy Paper
So HARD.!!!
When i sit for the paper..
I dunno how to do the OZONE DEPLETION!!
And the Birth rate and Death rate de...
So anyhow do loh....
Until the topic on LAND SUPPLY...
It went quite smoothly as i only focus on that topic
Finished....
Than started thinking about something...
Saw her opposite me
Started thinking about her attitude problem...
Wht is she like that??
I kept thinking and thinking...
And started to fall asleep......zzzzzzz
And dreamt that she has change...dunno why leh??
Than the STUPID teck kong disyure me than the dream go off loh...
SUCKS!!!!!
Than go off leh loh
After that i go see the ENGILSH score
I got total of 110/150
and the class work is 77/100
3RD in class for ENGLISH
haiz...

A lot has happen .....

2009-05-03T01:26:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging le...
sorry for always deleting my blog cause i was too fed-up to do the skin cause a lot has happen
The most recent case was that my sister was going to be sent in the TEMPLE and let the "GOD" teach her cause she very naughty...i dun want her to go in...cause i will miss the fighting with her..The other case was i was caught by the police
The story goes like this...
I was going out with some friends..we sat at the void deck and we found a seat and next beside us...was a bunch of smokers...they were at their secondary school uniform..it is like i think...it is in the night so i cannot see clearly...
we chat and chat and than...
the police car came to the void deck...
the smokers started running..
the police gave chase...
and we also run lah who so stupid let the police catch??
than police shouted STOP!
So we stop loh cause we also not in that group...
than the police question us why were we with them
we say we not with them de
than they ask were they smoking we say YES lah!
than they lucky never call parents if not I DIE le!
Than they release us back home....

Why?Why must be so unlucky to be with the policE!
I also dunno why loh...
I ask deep in my heart
Nothing anwered me...
Last time my heart would anwer
But now..haiz...